Home-Sick!

Uh, damn it!!

I miss home, miss my family, miss my son, miss my hometown, miss my friends, miss every single thing in my life!!!!

It's goin' to be a very tough life here, in Perak, by myself. . .

Need someone to talk, but that someone, which I used to wish that he will always be my side, is no longer with me. . he is too busy with his own world. . *depressed* . . . T.T

I am now with God alone~ my family are so far a way, my friends, and HIM. . . . they are no more with me. . . . . =.=

Another shocking event!!

OMG! I'm really into hot soup now! I don't know what to do. I got another offer from Kementerian Pendidikan Malaysia. To take degree in TESL, education course. I want it since the salary is quite a price but I'm getting comfortable with the environment and the subjects in ICAN college, not to mention my lovely friends I'm going to leave if I leave this place. . T.T

Wish God can show me the right pathway for my life. I'm sick of deciding eveything. They say take it or leave it, but it's not that easy! Trust me!!

ICAN college

It's been two weeks I'm in KL. As what I'm expecting, it was plain boring, saddening (if that's counts as a word. . ahahaha), scary, lots of quite negative things. BUT still I will try to get use with these situation. Not that bad at all cause I met lots of new friends too, got new experiences which are funny, some are sad and some are exciting. OKAY-LAH. . . ahahahaha

I miss home, my friends back in Sabah and Labuan, my baby Hideaki, every single person in my life. Wish I can be there with them. Here, some are being very nice to me, some are not. Well, we cannot expect everyone to be nice with us, can we? :D

But, ICAN college is the best college I've ever been. It was cool, sporting, relaxing, slumber, everything was just nice. Not stress at all. Go ICAN!! Ahahahaha :D