I don't know why but the month of April doesn't really like me since I was a kid. Lots of terrible thing usually happen when April comes. Accident, breaking up with boyfriend, problems with friends, hard decisions, SIGH. Ironically, my birthday fell on April. I still remember when I was in Form 4, had an accident. Until now, I can't really kneel because of the injury. And it happened just a day before my birthday. Sucks right? Sometimes, I think that I was sent from hell. Am I the 'girl from hell'? 0.o
This year, again terrible things happen on April. I'm not gonna mention it all but I end up crying like hell on my birthday. I repeat, ON MY BIRTHDAY. Can you imagine? I should be happy since I'm still alive after all these years, but I cried because I am still alive. Shit.
Thank God, He sent me a wonderful priest. I went to church and suddenly he talked about life. How people can never appreciate what He has given. We keep on asking: why this thing happen? Has He forgotten me? No, He didn't forget us. The only thing He forgets is our SIN. Then, I realised how stupid I am. Feels like the stupidest woman living on Earth. I've been living for 19 years but frankly speaking, I'm only alive the day I received that message from God. Hallelujah!
But then, for my birthday, I'm so very lucky to have a roommate like Dewagi, and also her friends as mine, Rubethera and Atikalla. Well, they did a surprise birthday party for me. Only between us, in our small room but still I appreciate it much. Also my bestfriend, Bernadette who gave 'pulut durian' for me. It tastes really good. She said her boyfriend made it. She's lucky. :D
And then my next thanks will be to my classmates who did a very well surprise birthday party for not only me, but also Aziz (shares the same birthday with me) and Deanne (a day earlier before my birthday). It was amazing! Bernadette and Nana gave me a watch from Vincci and Eugene gave a card! Mr Lim gave me a very meaningful birthday card. He decorated it himself. Never know he could be that creative. ^^ Raphael, posted a birthday card + Cadbury + capo for my birthday and Samson gave a birthday card too. Full with expressions!
Great don't u think? :D
Btw, I deactivated my Facebook account. Why? Don't ask. No comment. ^^
This year, again terrible things happen on April. I'm not gonna mention it all but I end up crying like hell on my birthday. I repeat, ON MY BIRTHDAY. Can you imagine? I should be happy since I'm still alive after all these years, but I cried because I am still alive. Shit.
Thank God, He sent me a wonderful priest. I went to church and suddenly he talked about life. How people can never appreciate what He has given. We keep on asking: why this thing happen? Has He forgotten me? No, He didn't forget us. The only thing He forgets is our SIN. Then, I realised how stupid I am. Feels like the stupidest woman living on Earth. I've been living for 19 years but frankly speaking, I'm only alive the day I received that message from God. Hallelujah!
But then, for my birthday, I'm so very lucky to have a roommate like Dewagi, and also her friends as mine, Rubethera and Atikalla. Well, they did a surprise birthday party for me. Only between us, in our small room but still I appreciate it much. Also my bestfriend, Bernadette who gave 'pulut durian' for me. It tastes really good. She said her boyfriend made it. She's lucky. :D
And then my next thanks will be to my classmates who did a very well surprise birthday party for not only me, but also Aziz (shares the same birthday with me) and Deanne (a day earlier before my birthday). It was amazing! Bernadette and Nana gave me a watch from Vincci and Eugene gave a card! Mr Lim gave me a very meaningful birthday card. He decorated it himself. Never know he could be that creative. ^^ Raphael, posted a birthday card + Cadbury + capo for my birthday and Samson gave a birthday card too. Full with expressions!
Great don't u think? :D
Btw, I deactivated my Facebook account. Why? Don't ask. No comment. ^^
