Short.

Since I was a little girl, I had always wished that I was taller. Looking at my sisters - I hate to admit this but I am jealous of their height. Well, at least give me 160cm and above! Because of being so short, I have  to kill my dream of becoming a stewardess. I know my skin isn't that clean and clear but if I want to, I can take those chemical things to make my skin better right? But height? I can't do anything to make me taller!!! Sob Sob.....

And then today, looking at 'her', I suddenly wish I am shorter. So irony, don't you think? Ahahaha

yeah, I wish I AM shorter...

They said, be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it. Okay, now I am scared. Ahahaha

Performance.

Most of my performances  were not  recorded but thanks to those people who have recorded  and uploaded some of my performances at Konsert 1 Malysia, 1 Irama, 1 Dunia.

Sandarkan Pada Kenangan

Safwan feat Lala Koh ^^

Yang Sedang-Sedang Saja

Penyanyi: Safwan

Penari: Kumpulan Langkau Budaya

(I am in the group and you can only see me the last few seconds of the song on the stage wearing red punjabi. ^^)

I'm Comin' Home..

Oh yeahhhh!!

I'm comin' home,

Comin' home,

Tell the world that I'm comin' home...

Counting down the days feel like forever when it is only about 12 days more. Sigh.

Today, for the first time after months I talked to my mom. Never really got the time to have a nice small talk with my family. So a lot of stories came out. I miss home.

And for the first time in my life I got worried that I gained weight. Usually gaining  weight is a nice thing for me cause I used to be underweight since I was young that I had to take vitamins and so on. Today I told my mom I gained weight and I heard a shock in her voice. I was like 'Oh dear, even my mom is worried of my weight...'

All this while, I never have the time to talk to her about my weight (since I am closer to my dad and my dad usually say the chubbier, the prettier) ahahaha

Now I am thinking whether it is possible for me to lose weight (at least back to normal) before November 19th. Oh shit. It's not possible right? Right.

Food.

Damn it! Another 2 weeks to go before my beautiful legs touch my homeland. Ahahahaha

So, here is the list of food I need to have immediately after my arrival. Hoho

1. Japanese tofu (Ah Fui)

2. Tonsom bakas

3. Bak Kut Teh (Tanah Merah)

4. Loh Mai Kai

5. Siew Mai (BSB)

6. Ba Gua

7. Ikan Masin

8. Porridge (Mom)

9. Chicken Curry with Pineapple (Mom)

10. Dinner at Carol's. Anything will be great!

11. Telinga bakas masak kicap

12. Lidah bakas masak kicap

13. Monyet masak kari

14. Ular masak kicap/bak kut teh

15. Biawak/buaya masak kicap

16. Tupai masak kicap

17. Pudding (Carol)

18. Fruit salad (Sisters)

19. Sotong goreng (Ofy)

20. Cheese Bread (QQ Ice)

21. Cheese Cake (Jesselton)

22. Chocolate Ice Blended (The Boss)

23. Tau Fu Fa (Kim Fung)

24. Egg Tart (Beside Happy Mart)

25. Lap Chong

Couldn't think more. Thought of listing down all of these cause I'm freakin' hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Piercings.

I still remember how I used to be so obsessed with piercings back in 2009. I was so in love with piercings that having one or two piercings have never been enough. After my ears were both occupied with 10 earrings, I just couldn't get enough and wanted to do nose-piercing and blah, blah, blah.

Me: Dad, can I do nose-piercing?

(A killing-few-seconds-silence)

Me: Come on, just nose.

Dad: Lemme' ask you something, my daughter. (He usually calls me 'my daughter' when he doesn't want to break my heart) How many piercings do you have now?

Me: Emm... 10?

Dad: How many dad do you know who let his DAUGHTER to have that many piercings?

Me: Okay, okay. I got your point. But just this once. Please....?

Dad: No, means no.

Me: But..

Dad: Forget about it.

So I left that dream behind. Forcing myself to be under my dad's skin.

September 2011, suddenly I don't feel like putting on earrings anymore. The feeling gone as sudden as it once came. And now I don't think I can put on anymore earrings as it has been more than a month I left them 'untouched'. Sometimes I missed 'them' but I guess as we grow older, this kind of stuff just isn't interesting as it used to anymore. ^^