Stranger.

A fact that you might want to know about me:

I love the idea of talking to a stranger.

Ahahahaha

Does that idea sound strange to you?

Well, that doesn't mean I talk to everyone who passes by me. What I mean is, say I'm in a party, and I've got nothing to do (which is very rare) and you were just next to me with a I-don't-know-what-I'm-doing-here look. Sometimes I'll pass but most of the time, I'll just turn to you and say, "Hey, you seemed lost. Thank God you found me. I'm Map."

Ahahaha

Because talking to a stranger makes me feel free. I mean, you can talk about anything to him/her right? You can talk about the stupid-est thing you have ever done or confessed your greatest regret. You've got nothing to lose because the chance of the both of you to meet again is like 0.01%. Well, the world is undeniably small, but  that doesn't mean it is that small that you'll surely meet that stranger the very next day. That is why talking to a stranger is some kind of hobby to me. However, it is also depends on my mood whether I want to talk or prefer to keep quiet.

Some people doesn't like to talk to those who are a complete strangers to them. That is why maybe they find it hard to go to places they have never been before - alone - because they just can't communicate with others. They need someone whom they are very close to whenever they want to go around. Anyway, we can't blame them. They just feel insecure and need someone to make them feel secured. So, if you are this kind of people, don't hesitate to call me if you want to go anywhere to travel. I'd love to be your company!

^^

Wedding!

It's December and everyone is getting married!!

Ahahahaha

Does that mean I have to start thinking of getting married?? ^^

So, my aunt, Ruhana, had officially killed her freedom for a man called Jay Pee Evanez. Ehehe

By the way, I mean it in a good way. Congratz aunt!!

I was the bridesmaid that day. More to 'unofficial bridesmaid'. Ahahaha

There were awkward moments as I wasn't the one who should be there. I was just a replacement. But I tried. ^^

Here are some pics taken that day:

From ur left: Lydrievva Koh, Lydrizza Koh, Lydrianna Koh, Mr and Mrs Evanez, Lydriecca Koh, Lydrielyn Koh (me) and Lydrinnie Koh

Lydrielyn Koh @ Lala (Me)

Me again! ^^

Me and my ex-schoolmates!

I know you might be thinking, who are those girls that were with me in the first pic. They are my beloved sisters!! ^^

I'm comin' home, babeh!

I can't believe it's time!!!

I'm coming home TODAY.. oh yeahhhhh!!

I'm ready!

Going to eat and eat and eat and eat and eat!!!

Time for revenge!

Sandakan!! I'm coming!!

Ahahaha

The only thing I hate about going back is packing my stuff. Can't I just leave it in my room and walk out without having to think about anything?? It is such a waste of time. I mean it's your stuff, it's your room, so what the heck? Just because you are using my room for a week or so, I have to pack all my 3 semesters belongings?? That's like HOLY SHIT!

I'm sleepy and I am tired and I need some good rest before I go back. Too bad all my belongings had been locked inside my locker including my comforter, my pillows, my bolster... oh MY.
This is war..


I'm sitting here, facing my laptop, half-asleep, waiting for the bus to leave in another 3 hours. Shit. How I hate waiting. I'm dying!!!

Suicide.

Helpless?

Couldn't afford to live in this world anymore?

Tired of all these games of life?

Sick of those poker faces?

Thinking of suicide?

Answer these questions before you take a gun and shoot yourself.

1. Have you made your dad proud of you that he will say 'No father will have a better daughter/son' to everyone after you're gone?

2. Have you done something to a stranger that he/she ever said that 'if everyone is the same as you, then our world will be a better place'?

3. Have you made your spouse laugh and cry because he/she loves you?

4. Have you forgiven everyone who had wronged you?

5. Have you apologized to those you had wronged?

6. Have anyone said that 'I don't know what I'm gonna do if you're not here' to you?

7. Have you written a story of your own life?

8. Have you found someone that you really love and care about that there's nothing more you could ask in your life?

9. Will the world say, 'we've lost someone great today' on the day you were buried?

10. Are you ready to go to HELL?

If the answer is NO, then you don't DESERVE to die YET until my Father said so.

You get me??

So you better put your gun down and start living a healthy life. Life won't treat us good. That's why we have to make our best out of it.

Love yourself!

Photo Shoot!

Oh yeah!

I'm not gonna talk much today.

Let my pictures do the talking.. ^^

Venue:

Japanese Garden (Taman D.R Seenivasagam), Ipoh, Perak

Malaysia Railway Berhad (KTMB), Ipoh Perak

Credit to:

Pedot Elipsis

Jennifer Foong

Shamin Seether

CarolineDaungkil

Bernadette Hyacinth

Short.

Since I was a little girl, I had always wished that I was taller. Looking at my sisters - I hate to admit this but I am jealous of their height. Well, at least give me 160cm and above! Because of being so short, I have  to kill my dream of becoming a stewardess. I know my skin isn't that clean and clear but if I want to, I can take those chemical things to make my skin better right? But height? I can't do anything to make me taller!!! Sob Sob.....

And then today, looking at 'her', I suddenly wish I am shorter. So irony, don't you think? Ahahaha

yeah, I wish I AM shorter...

They said, be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it. Okay, now I am scared. Ahahaha

Performance.

Most of my performances  were not  recorded but thanks to those people who have recorded  and uploaded some of my performances at Konsert 1 Malysia, 1 Irama, 1 Dunia.

Sandarkan Pada Kenangan

Safwan feat Lala Koh ^^

Yang Sedang-Sedang Saja

Penyanyi: Safwan

Penari: Kumpulan Langkau Budaya

(I am in the group and you can only see me the last few seconds of the song on the stage wearing red punjabi. ^^)

I'm Comin' Home..

Oh yeahhhh!!

I'm comin' home,

Comin' home,

Tell the world that I'm comin' home...

Counting down the days feel like forever when it is only about 12 days more. Sigh.

Today, for the first time after months I talked to my mom. Never really got the time to have a nice small talk with my family. So a lot of stories came out. I miss home.

And for the first time in my life I got worried that I gained weight. Usually gaining  weight is a nice thing for me cause I used to be underweight since I was young that I had to take vitamins and so on. Today I told my mom I gained weight and I heard a shock in her voice. I was like 'Oh dear, even my mom is worried of my weight...'

All this while, I never have the time to talk to her about my weight (since I am closer to my dad and my dad usually say the chubbier, the prettier) ahahaha

Now I am thinking whether it is possible for me to lose weight (at least back to normal) before November 19th. Oh shit. It's not possible right? Right.

Food.

Damn it! Another 2 weeks to go before my beautiful legs touch my homeland. Ahahahaha

So, here is the list of food I need to have immediately after my arrival. Hoho

1. Japanese tofu (Ah Fui)

2. Tonsom bakas

3. Bak Kut Teh (Tanah Merah)

4. Loh Mai Kai

5. Siew Mai (BSB)

6. Ba Gua

7. Ikan Masin

8. Porridge (Mom)

9. Chicken Curry with Pineapple (Mom)

10. Dinner at Carol's. Anything will be great!

11. Telinga bakas masak kicap

12. Lidah bakas masak kicap

13. Monyet masak kari

14. Ular masak kicap/bak kut teh

15. Biawak/buaya masak kicap

16. Tupai masak kicap

17. Pudding (Carol)

18. Fruit salad (Sisters)

19. Sotong goreng (Ofy)

20. Cheese Bread (QQ Ice)

21. Cheese Cake (Jesselton)

22. Chocolate Ice Blended (The Boss)

23. Tau Fu Fa (Kim Fung)

24. Egg Tart (Beside Happy Mart)

25. Lap Chong

Couldn't think more. Thought of listing down all of these cause I'm freakin' hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Piercings.

I still remember how I used to be so obsessed with piercings back in 2009. I was so in love with piercings that having one or two piercings have never been enough. After my ears were both occupied with 10 earrings, I just couldn't get enough and wanted to do nose-piercing and blah, blah, blah.

Me: Dad, can I do nose-piercing?

(A killing-few-seconds-silence)

Me: Come on, just nose.

Dad: Lemme' ask you something, my daughter. (He usually calls me 'my daughter' when he doesn't want to break my heart) How many piercings do you have now?

Me: Emm... 10?

Dad: How many dad do you know who let his DAUGHTER to have that many piercings?

Me: Okay, okay. I got your point. But just this once. Please....?

Dad: No, means no.

Me: But..

Dad: Forget about it.

So I left that dream behind. Forcing myself to be under my dad's skin.

September 2011, suddenly I don't feel like putting on earrings anymore. The feeling gone as sudden as it once came. And now I don't think I can put on anymore earrings as it has been more than a month I left them 'untouched'. Sometimes I missed 'them' but I guess as we grow older, this kind of stuff just isn't interesting as it used to anymore. ^^